Maybe now after all I’ve been through I might be able to love and understand people for who they are and not what they seem to be.
When people mark me as a bad person an I change solely for them, it hurts so much when they don’t ever change their mind about me.
I want to scream look at me now! I’ve made myself a better person for your own judgment, yet you turn a blind eye because you believe I couldn’t change.
Some judgment is so righteous and unchangeable that there is no changing. You aren’t god. Don’t tell me that people don’t change because I am proof. It’s possible.
And I can’t tell you all this to your face because I’m scared, shy, overwhelmed, and unable to get to the point. And you… You will never listen.
So I can only pray that I can learn to stop letting people change me like you did.